Monday, August 23, 2010

It's All In My Head

So much to say. So much I'm feeling. So many things happening and not happening. Change and stagnation. Sadness and joy. Fear and excitement.

In the midst of it all I'm journaling and roughing out essays and chasing the faintest shadows of Big Ideas (and small ones). There's so much in my head, swirling around like foam on the surface of the sea, and yet for some reason when I come here and look at this text editor I can't seem to gather any of it into a coherent post.

But I had to start again somewhere or I feared I'd never come back. So for now I just want to say that I'm still here. I'm doing okay. I'm getting by. I'm on a roller coaster of emotions and I'm hanging on for dear life. The ride has to end sometime, right?

5 comments:

Rebecca said...

I feel like I'm in the same boat so I totally get what your saying!

hang in here!

Alexis Grant said...

Thinking of you!

Maybe this will turn out to be good writing fodder :)

Hugs.

Erin said...

Ami,

You've been on my mind and I still haven't called. I think we're all on our own kinds of roller coasters, drowning in our own seas...or perhaps it's only us writers.
;-)
Sending you big hugs and wishing I could take you to Panera for lunch/coffee/and long talks.

xoxo

Mel said...

I hear you! Life is a roller coaster and sometimes we do just want to get off the ride, but other times you just have to put your hands in the air and try to enjoy the ride. If you need to talk you know where to find me! September and October is always a good time to visit the beach!

Melanie said...

I can relate to that!

My feed reader is all updated with your new address! Hugs! Hang in there!

(melanie - used to be reluctant housewife) :) just so you'll know who i am

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